there are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

sometime i hate it when i dont have a courage to ask the thing i really wantt to know..sometimes i keep silent when someone ask whether im ok or not,sometimes i keep faking smile when actually it hurt...i ask to myself..why i keep doin this?why i'm keep lying to myself?..everyday at school or anywhere i keep lying to myself..faking a smile,forcing a laugh,keep saying im okay whenever people ask,..you know why im keep lying by telling all this lies?...it is because,when i see someone happy is the best thing in my life.i beleive,love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they've been hurt before. happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. never say goodbye when you still want to try - never give up when you still feel you can take it - never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go. yeah this is why im keep lying to myself it is beacause to find a happiness,,i hope it will come...soon... -i'm afraid to lose you-