i've wait this day

why do people tell you to beleive in what you want,but then tell you not to belleive in the one true thing you do beleive in,everynight i talk to the sky pretending its you it act just like you too,far away and never replies my question,i cry for the pain,the lost of old and new,i cry for the time i though i had you..sometime you cant always see,the pain someone feels,the bittrest tears shade ove the grave are for word left,unsaid and deed left undone...all i ever wanted is you to..love me.....want me....hold me...need me.. ^_^ but now i know you never will.... -mmd.peacemaker-