Saturday, February 4, 2012

as i fall :/

I've been with a girl for about 2 years now. sHe's better than I ever imagined a girl could be. I have completely fallen for her and she for me. sHe always makes me feel so loved and appreciated and I do that same for her. The problem is i afraid to lose her..afraid to say the 'L ' word. i been hurt in the past and it's not something that is easily said. I don't want to say "I love you" again unless I know its real. The problem is I am getting to the point where I feel like I am going to explode if I don't say it!!and im afraid that someday i'll lose her..

We could be out somewhere having a good time laughing and it's always on the tip of my tongue. I don't even care if she says it because her actions speak it in volumes. I guess I'm afraid of scaring her away or maybe I'm afraid of making myself vulnerable. What do I do?
should i keep go straight to her and tell her the truth or wait the best time...or maybe i should keep silent and pretend nothing happen between us..hmm i hope god giv me the answer soon..

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